The Goodrums

Michael and Jennifer

3/12/2010

Kudos

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I am at work and should not be writing a blog post, but it is Friday afternoon and the blog has been notoriously neglected for quite some time now and could use a little love. In fact, no one will probably even read this because at this point everyone likely considers our blog left for dead.

Anyway, I was thinking about kudos. Mostly because I just told a coworker kudos to him for both ruining and making my weekend all in one morning. How did kudos manage to become one of those products that just becomes part of cultural vernacular? You know, like Xerox (which is kind of fading out now), or Kleenex, or Carlton Roll, or something. I’m sure that this is the aspiration of all things advertising; be one of those elite products that can replace the everyday name for whatever the product is. Although, in the case of kudos, it’s become synonymous with something akin to accolades for an exemplary job. But the thing that is most puzzling to me is this: Kudos were never really that good. I mean really, the only thing that separated them from a Rice Krispie infused granola bar was some drizzled chocolate and mini M&M’s. That’s not what I have in mind to reward someone for a job well done. When I was a kid, my Dad took us to Dairy Queen if we scored a goal in our soccer games (unfortunately, I played defense). Say what you like about Dairy Queen, but you can’t tell me that a Blizzard or a chocolate dipped cone is not better than a Kudos bar. Maybe we should instead remake kudos into a reward for what is mediocrity at best? Then we could give out more kudos too. Just a thought.

1/04/2010

Smart Decorating

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I found this today while perusing a CB2 catalog for no good reason other than the fact that it was time for bed. Call me a nerd if you like, but this is one of the coolest pieces of wall art that I have run across in quite some time. I mean for real, about as awesome as discovering bottles of Gross for sale at the shops in South Africa, who would not want a giant abacus on their wall? Check it out:

The abacus is like 3' by 2' and is only $149, which is the price of a fancy calculator not even a quarter that size. You could probably even arrange the colored beads to display plots of all sorts of two-dimensional functions, so it's a graphing abacus to boot. Needless to say, I think we will have to get one. Maybe I'll give it to Jennifer for Valentine's Day. Now I just need to find the right wall to hang this on. I'm thinking above the bed in our guest bedroom (similar to the "room view" on the CB2 website). You could even use it to count sheep! I might even get one for the garage, just because. Anyway, I thought I would share my discovery with you, who are undoubtedly as excited as I am about a wall abacus. Here is the link to the CB2 website so you can go purchase your own: http://www.cb2.com/family.aspx?c=587&f=5850

12/27/2009

Twenty Percent

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I started my Christmas break a week ago. I haven’t been on Christmas break in seven years and it’s kind of nice. Of course, the difference this time is that work doesn’t have Christmas break, but I at least took some vacation time this past week. So yes, I have completed what was my first semester of graduate school. It was a good semester. It did involve a gargantuan and slightly ridiculous project, but the project was interesting and in some ways fun. Returning to school is not necessarily as big of an adjustment as I thought it would be. The combination of school and work is rather time consuming though, to say the least, and Jennifer has been extremely kind and patient with me. I need to make a stronger effort to make time at home and with her more of a priority and I can see that will be one of my biggest challenges in the semesters ahead.

So, as I sit back and think about the last three months, I have a lot of mostly good memories and a lot of things I have learned in my quest for an advanced degree. Most fresh in my mind are the weeks after Thanksgiving and countless hours spent in the lab building a mobile flat plate collector laboratory for class. This was that gargantuan project from above. The middle weeks seem to blur together some, but the early part is pretty clear. The first day of class and feeling like a total freshman even though I’m a graduate student. The mild panic and seeds of doubt saying “what have you gotten yourself into?” Making the mistake of getting on the local bus rather than the express (read as, hour of my life I won’t get back). Good things to make you smile as you recollect. And as I enjoy some of these things, I ponder about things I have learned in starting school and in this semester. Actually, observed may be a better term.

-I like school. I really like school.
I am not entirely sure what it is about school that I like so much, but I have really enjoyed being in classes and yes, even doing homework, again. I just like to learn new stuff and meet new people is part of it. That, and the fact that I am genuinely interested in what I am doing has really made this experience a good one so far. Not to say that I wasn’t genuinely interested in nuclear engineering, but I like what I am doing with building energy efficiency and design more. I still plan to keep nuclear engineering as a hobby though, because it is really cool stuff. I will have to wait and see if my fascination and enjoyment with school will persist, or if it is simply like the appeal of new car smell or a new restaurant in town that is never as good as the first couple of times you went.

-The use of Facebook is directly proportional to the amount of homework that needs to be done.
I joined Facebook a while back because Jennifer and all her sisters were on it and I was out of the loop. Like a lot of things, it was fun at first finding old friends and stuff, but then it just kind of sat for a while. It would have been like one of those unused icons on your desktop that Windows is periodically trying to get rid of for you. Enter graduate school. I am not really sure what the appeal of Facebook is, and why it becomes such an attractive distraction while working on homework, but it sure does. And I definitely had those particular friends I could count on to provide additional material for quality distraction if necessary.

-XKCD.com
This is one of those quality distractions I discovered this semester. My old nuke buddy’s wife introduced me to this comic and I have probably spent more time than is healthy laughing at it.

-I am not an electrical engineer.
I knew this before I started and never did claim to be one. However, this concept has simply been reinforced to me, especially in the recent past. I get electrons. I understand the periodic table. Even the discussion of photovoltaic solar panels with semiconductors and p-type and n-type materials with different band gap energies made total sense. Voltage, current, and the myriad of things that can go in a circuit? Limited knowledge at best. I can write Ohm’s law and add up series and parallel resistors. But understanding how a circuit behaves across parallel versus series paths? Start saying things like voltage divider and I am lost. I still have no clue what the difference in a common neutral and a ground is and I read that small section in the book like four times. I am not sure why this is so foreign to me, but it is. One of my friends, and now former classmates, pointed out to me that this is because I took the electrical engineering course at A&M during the summer. Perhaps she is right. I know that in someone’s book, this makes me less of an engineer. Perhaps they are right. One of those someone’s definitely works at Idaho National Laboratory. The picture below pretty much captures my electrical engineering skills.


-I never really learned CAD
During my freshman year, we took two courses that were supposed to be about general engineering skills. We covered drafting. We spent a few weeks drawing all sorts of widgets and trinkets on special dotted paper so that we learned how to draw widgets and trinkets. We even practiced our alphabet. These were necessary skills. We spent, at best, two class periods figuring out how to draw these same widgets and trinkets on a computer using AutoCAD. This was not a necessary skill. Unfortunately, it turns out that drawing widgets and trinkets on a computer was infinitely more necessary than drawing them on paper, although it might be a toss up with practicing the alphabet. As I progressed, nuclear engineering never really required us to make computer models of isotopes or particle collisions. At least not renderings of them anyway. As a result, I never really learned any type of CAD. I am now in graduate school with a lot of people that are mechanical engineers. They know how to use CAD programs. I can barely use Google SketchUp. Therefore, at this point in time, any building models they produce will be so much better than mine as to render comparison unnecessary. But, I can whip (some of) them at the nice alphabet on paper contest so I guess we’re even.

-I am a nerd.
See number one in this list. That automatically qualifies me. The fact that I have spent more than one Friday night on activities such as laying out a thermal piping system or wiring up a data acquisition system also qualifies me. I think using the phrase “data acquisition system” on our blog alone does. But, the real clincher is that I actually liked doing that stuff. Fortunately for me, many of my classmates are nerds too. Much like undergrad. Although, I do have to say that we nukes were an entirely different level of nerd, and sadly enough, have been proud of the fact that we were probably bigger nerds than the other engineers. But, at least we can laugh at our jokes even if no one else does.

-How coaxial cable works
In the course of the gargantuan project, my electrically proficient classmate and I, under the advice of Li-Cor technical support, cut the cable for an instrument that measures solar radiation. To our surprise, stripping the first layer of insulation unveiled a woven metal sleeve. This was followed by an insulated copper wire at the center. Coaxial cable. We knew this was going to be a bad thing. In the course of trying to identify ways to remake this connection, we gained a certain understanding of how coaxial cable works together with the connectors. Of course, we also eventually discovered that, rather than cutting the cable, we could have easily disassembled the BNC connector and accomplished our goal. But, we would have missed out on a distinct appreciation for coaxial cable coupled with a pretty good laugh at our technical blunder.

-Public transportation is awesome.
I learned this in Boston. I tried to use the light rail here to get to work, but it took twice as long so I bailed on that idea. I discovered at the beginning of the semester that for an unavoidable $75 per semester, I was granted unlimited use of RTD services. This was of course, after I purchased a year long parking pass, but that is beside the point. For some reason, many of my classmates sill cannot understand where I live, why it is not in Boulder, or the fact that I take a train to a bus to get to campus. But I love it. Having driven to campus on occasion during the week, I think that not having the option of public transportation would seriously jeopardize the completion of my degree. The train and bus allow me to a) do work tasks b) do homework c) sleep sometimes d) stare at awesome scenery e) not drive in heavy traffic. On top of all that, I am getting an awesome deal. A round trip on the train runs $9.00 per day. A round trip on the bus is also $9.00 per day. That is $18.00 per day to get to campus and back. I have classes twice a week. That means I would spend $36.00 in a normal week to travel to campus and back on the train and bus. I don’t think I need to tell you that this definitely pays off for me.

-God looks out for me.
I have seen in big and small things that God cares about me. I don’t usually feel like I deserve it, but I am aware that He does. I chronicled some of this in a previous blog post. Of course, even though I have had it proven over and over again that He cares and He’s got it, I still worry about my fair share of things. Perhaps someday this will change too and I won’t worry about things anymore.

11/16/2009

Realizations

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It’s been quite a while since I posted anything on our blog and so I am long overdue. I find myself on an airplane, with a considerably gorgeous sunset, and thought I would take advantage of the time to share some thoughts. I have found that airplanes are an effective place for creative writing, as well as creative sleeping, and so I should make the most of this opportunity.

Seven months ago came a post of my “Five Year Plan.” I had never had a five year plan before, or at least not a formal one, so that was kind of exciting for me. That was at the point of making a decision about graduate school and where to attend. That was a tough decision for me, but I believe God gave me direction in selecting Colorado, and I have since seen and realized many reasons for going to Colorado. Primarily, the fact that I am still working full time. When I was considering MIT as an option that was under the premise that I would be able to work part time and attend school full time. Mentioning that to the folks at MIT did not go over as well as I would have hoped. To try and attend classes at MIT and work at least 20 hours a week did not seem to mesh well in their minds, and probably rightfully so. Well, things change, and it became apparent as time went on that the option of working part time was probably not an option at all. So far I have been making it through this semester balancing both full time work and full time classes, but it has been quite challenging. Something tells me that at MIT it would have been near impossible. And this makes me thankful for God’s direction. As cool as it would have been to go to MIT, imagine the sheer just lack of words ness had we sold our house, Jennifer quit her new job, made the move to Boston, found a place to live, all that stuff, to discover that I could not work part time. I would have been forced to choose between school and work, and with no financial support provided to mitigate the impact of tuition at MIT, I think we all know who was going to win that battle. Either that, or Jennifer and I would be living out of a box at the Harvard Square station or something. Needless to say, I don’t think that would have gone over well. Jennifer is the greatest wife ever and has been so supportive and encouraging of me in the whole school pursuit, but I’m pretty sure that she would draw the line at living in a box. Now, there have also been changes made to the tuition program at work (kind of as expected). It still ranks up there as the best tuition program I have seen (save Sandia National Laboratories' One Year on Campus, and that is debatable), but they will institute annual tuition limits beginning in 2011. Although Colorado is more expensive than I might have anticipated, it still fits well within the tuition limits that will take effect. MIT on the other hand, would not. So, even if I somehow managed to serve as both a full time graduate student at MIT and full time employee at NORESCO, we would have ended up paying for tuition amounts in excess of the annual limits. I didn’t bother to calculate what this would have been, and I’m not sure it would make a ticket to boxville, but still not going to help squeak by in Boston area real estate. I faced minor discouragement after the first week of classes at Colorado (what have you gotten yourself into? You can’t do this!), but this pales in comparison to the absolute defeat I would have experienced at the disintegration of my dreams that likely would have occurred had I made the choice to go to MIT. God is smarter than me.

Then there are of course the obvious benefits of staying in Colorado like not leaving our friends, our neighborhood, our house, etc. Or the mountains and good snow (never skied the east coast but I can only imagine). And, since we stayed in Colorado, that meant we got to make home (or vehicle) improvements that required not insignificant amounts of money :o). This is part of the reason I have not posted anything in six months. Jennifer has already wonderfully chronicled the construction of the deck on the blog, and perhaps in one small, easily overlooked post, the effort to restore the Jeep to (legal) drivability.

Much to my chagrin, the Jeep failed to pass the emissions test in Colorado. Twice. I leaned out the carburetor as much as possible and failed with flying colors. The guys at the emissions testing center actually knew who I was and did everything in their power to pass the Jeep. To no avail. Naturally, this was unquestionable reason to install the MOPAR Multi-Point Fuel Injection kit as this was surely the only remedy for the Jeep’s poor performance. I have wanted to do this since, well, pretty much since I first got the Jeep in high school. With a perfectly sound and valid reason, I called my Dad and we planned their visit for Easter. My Dad and I have done a lot of different things with cars, not to mention on the Jeep itself. With our level of skill and experience, we were going to finish over the three-day weekend. I may have a registered vehicle before Christmas. Yeah, even though I ordered over two weeks ahead, we did not get everything in time. And I, in a complete bout of idiocy, ordered a crankshaft vibration damper for a serpentine belt when I clearly have a V-belt (yep, I got accepted to MIT). And, as things go, the parts that were either missing or incorrect (ahem, damper) were at step 5 of the about 30 step installation process. We removed most everything to be taken off that weekend and attached parts 1 through 4. I then made a few small trips in April and May before spending half of my summer in Hawaii. I know everyone just went, “Lucky!” but I spent most of the time in at least three layers of clothing in warm mechanical rooms. Although, if you ever find yourself on the island of Kauai, over on the dry side in the town of Waimea, I implore you to make a stop at Island Taco. The Ahi taco is great, but the Kalua Pork taco is purely exceptional. I have seriously considered paying $150 out of pocket for the round trip to Kauai from Honolulu on some of my later visits just to have lunch at Island Taco. Anyway, that took up through the Fourth of July and seriously hindered progress on the Jeep.

That was about the point when Jennifer mentioned a deck again. We had discussed it before, and I had even begun drafting plans last summer, but it was always a future project. Well, one day, Jennifer said (I paraphrase), “I would like a deck. You are starting graduate school in September. Once you start school you won’t have time to build a deck and we will just have to hire someone to do it.” I pretty much heard, “If there is no deck by September, some other dude is going to build it for us.” Even if I would rather not admit it sometimes, I am an engineer. I like building things, I like working with my hands, and even better, I like designing things. I am decent at doing these things. I am also somewhat competitive and like challenges. This was clearly an opportunity to embark on all of the above. So, unable to resist, I found my original partial plans from a year ago and began to update them while also learning a great deal about friction, torque, and lubricated bolt threads. I mentioned before that I am an engineer. I am also a perfectionist. This is a dangerous combination. As so, I felt it necessary to obtain the necessary permits for constructing a deck. These included the actual building permit from the county as well as the “approval” of the community association. The county provides a set of guidelines for deck construction; I am not sure they would actually call them code, but for all intensive purposes they are. The code is a little silly and vastly conservative. I followed the code. People, including the actual county inspectors, have made references like “tornado shelter,” “park the Jeep on it,” and “outlast your house” when discussing the subframe of the deck. After a little investigation, I think that the deck actually meets code for supporting a hot tub. Maybe that will be a future installation.

I had originally intended to make this post about graduate school, but I digressed. Needless to say, school has kept me busy, but I am loving it. I have met some really outstanding and really intelligent people and am learning some interesting and useful things. I may have even been given an opportunity for some really cool research for a thesis (I’ll try to work in the Africa part Boris and Doris). I cannot believe that the first semester is nearly over. And now this blog post needs to be over; both because it has exceeded the normally acceptable length for most attention spans as well as the fact that it is 2:37 am.

4/16/2009

Five Year Plan

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It is rather late and I should really go to bed, but for some reason I am not. It started with this Amish Cinnamon Sourdough Bread that my mom brought with her from DC this past weekend. I had to finish the recipe and didn't get it into the oven until 10:39 so it took until 11:52 to come out of the oven (I had to bake it an extra twelve minutes). So I was staying up waiting on the bread. Then I decided to finish working on this response to a very weighty question posed by my little sister in Oklahoma. Then came the blog post for spring that I had intended to do about a month ago; I guess technically spring is just starting here in Denver so I'm kind of on schedule. Anyway, that led to this blog post and a discussion of the epiphany I had yesterday afternoon in the midst of angst and stress and the five year plan that God kind of laid out before me which I have taken quite a liking to.

So, for those who don't know (which means you either haven't talked with us in months, or you have not read the blog in the last few months either) I applied to graduate school this year. I applied for the academic year beginning in the fall of 2009. I had a plan originally. I was going to go to the University of Colorado and study in their Building Systems Program. I have had that plan since we lived in Jackson, MS. Well, about a year ago, the plan got updated. This was another epiphany type moment and resulted in another likable plan that God sort of laid out. The updated plan was this: I would get my M.S. in the Building Systems Program at Colorado, and then I would get a Ph.D. in Architecture, and then I would somehow begin (or join) a company/nonprofit/ministry/something that provided sustainable buildings and facilities to people in developing countries and also for ministries working in developing countries. I like sustainable design, I like urban planning (probably not used quite as much in developing countries), I like architecture, I like helping people, and I like to travel cool places. These things add up to a good idea. You probably ask why a Ph.D. in Architecture. Two reasons, I like architecture (see above), and for some weird reason I have always kind of had in the back of my mind that getting a Ph.D. would be cool. Mostly because I like school and really like learning new things. At one point in time during college, I decided my career path was going to be a Renaissance Man.

Anyway, that was the updated plan. So I tried contacting Colorado to see if I might visit the department and get some more information about the program and all. Well, the response I received from Colorado was less than impressive and I was quite disappointed in them. Enter Jennifer, who casually said, "Man, if you were school shopping that might put them at the bottom of the list." This concept was new to me and didn't jive with the plan I had. But it was like, "whoa, maybe I am school shopping. What else is out there?" Thus, I began a more exhaustive search of programs similar to the one at Colorado. There are not very many. Perhaps half a dozen that I found. As I reviewed different programs I started to get excited about graduate school (I really like learning new things) and I decided I was just going to apply. No more wasting time trying to get all my ducks in a row before sending in an application; I would be like Nike and just do it. The number four came from somewhere. I was going to apply to four different programs because you pick your top three so four programs makes sense. So, I narrowed down my gargantuan list to four. Two programs I already knew about: the University of Colorado and Carnegie Mellon University. Two programs I had not known about: the University of Southern California and the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. The programs all differed some in their focus, they don't even have the same names, but each had interesting aspects. My list, in order of preference, honestly went MIT, Colorado, USC, Carnegie Mellon. I know, you're thinking that MIT was at the top just because I'm an engineer and MIT is a big name in engineering. Yes. But they also have a really cool Building Technology Program (I know, I've visited, but that comes later) that I found quite intriguing.

In July (I think) I got a GRE book and studied. A lot. And then some more. Just a note for anyone planning to take the GRE; the practice tests (paper) provided in the ETS GRE Prep book are bunk. They will inflate your confidence only to dash your hopes against the computer adaptive test provided with the GRE PowerPrep software. I took the GRE and did well enough to be pleased with my score. Then I started on applications. These take a lot of work. Here is where I say that I forgot to mention the part about how all kinds of pieces (like meeting with old professors and asking for recommendations) worked out too smoothly for this plan to be all my own. I waffled on whether or not I should pursue graduate school and got a pretty clear yes. Anyway, Jennifer was the best wife ever the whole time. She supported me and encouraged me to study, to work on applications, she read my statement of purpose over and over. Applications went in December/January and then I did something foolish; I didn't get after financial aid (fellowships and grants) like I should have. That mistake is past, but something learned for the future. I waited. I waited for response from the schools, hoping and anticipating I would get into programs I liked.

Well, all I can say is that God is good to me and though I shouldn't say it, sometimes I wonder why he likes me so much. I got admitted to all four programs (Jennifer posted on this a few weeks ago). I had not planned for this. This was a decision, a big decision, and it did not occur to me that I would ever need to make one until it was staring me in the face. The other thing I had not planned for was the time frame given you to make a decision. Depending on the program you get between a month and two weeks. "Here, make an extremely significant, potentially life changing decision in a period just short enough that your emotions won't have leveled out from celebrating your acceptances." I think that graduate schools do that on purpose so that they can get people to make impulse decisions like, "Wow, USC sent me lots of really cool booklets of information that look way better than everyone else's, I think I like them." There is also, "Oh my goodness, I just got into MIT. Like, really got into MIT. How could I not go to MIT?" So, needless to say choosing a graduate school is difficult.

I am not a current student. I am a working professional (even if I don't feel like it). Current students have a thing called mobility. That and a willingness to accept more debt. Working professionals lack some mobility. They also have an aversion to debt. This becomes a problem when you have applied to several out of state graduate schools that could be considered expensive. You saw my ranking earlier, so as you might expect, I early on trimmed my four to two. USC made a good offer and did have really professional looking stuff, but the programs at MIT and Colorado lined up with my interests better. Carnegie Mellon focuses on a part of my job I probably enjoy the least so they were kind of the fourth wheel (there weren't five to be had). Colorado had a visit day and I went. It was great. I met some of the professors (briefly) some of the current students (also briefly) and had the opportunity to hang out with other prospective students. It was cool too be around other people who liked talking about making building better and more efficient. The visit day was before I heard from MIT. I actually got the email (popped up on my screen thanks to Google Chat) while I was on the phone with my boss. I would not recommend finding yourself in that situation. Especially since I had not told my boss that I had applied anywhere but Colorado (I have a great boss by the way, and he has been extremely helpful and willing to work with me on the whole graduate school thing. I also forgot to mention the AWESOME employee scholar program now available to me at work). I was forced to try and focus on spreadsheets and reports while simultaneously not jumping up and down in my office. We went to dinner to celebrate (admittance into all four schools at that point actually) and opened a good bottle of wine.

I decided to visit MIT and my boss was great in allowing me to come up and combine the trip with work (he is in Boston). Just so you know, I used to not like MIT. Really, I didn't like the people I had met from MIT. With the exception of a few (like some of my professors) a lot of them had been arrogant and flaunted the MIT name. This made me not want to go to MIT. Somewhere between meeting these people and researching the Building Technology Program I had changed my mind. Now I found myself on campus to visit the department and meet with professors and students. All I can say is that MIT was impressive, or at least the little piece that I saw. The students I met were fantastic and the professors reminded me of those I liked most at A&M (and the students stories supported that). I liked MIT. I want to study at MIT. MIT is in Boston, we live in Denver. That requires a lot of changes. Moving, selling (or keeping?) a house, Jennifer finding a new job (after just starting one locally), finding a place to live in Boston (not cheap), figuring out how to pay for school after learning that working part time would not mesh well with the program expectations at MIT. A lot of concerns. These things literally gave Jennifer near panic attacks. I was blinded by what I wanted to do, so I could more easily ignore these facts. How could I pass on an opportunity like this? And this is what I wanted to do.

I came back from Boston a little disheartened at learning my original plan for paying for school (working and taking advantage of the employee scholar program) did not seem a realistic option. That gets back to the aversion to debt. Especially large amounts of debt. Jennifer and I talked and struggled with a decision about where to attend school. Jennifer wanted to stay here for many reasons; friends, work, logistics, finances. I wanted to go to MIT. They were my top choice that I hadn't expected to get into. They were my "reach school" to quote a coworker. Come yesterday at lunch I still did not have a decision. I kept changing my mind. I would read stuff about Colorado and think, "They have some cool opportunities, I think that could work." Then I would read about MIT and think, "Yeah, I like this program, this is the program for me." Everyone kept asking me if I had made a decision. This only pointed out to me my total lack of ability to be decisive on this issue. I did have a coworker ask me at work yesterday, "Why are you here? Why aren't you on a mountaintop or something?" I appreciated that. I was not the most effective or productive employee yesterday (or the last few days really). I read more about both MIT and Colorado; past and current research, professor biographies (some for the third or fourth time), program resources, etc. And then, it hit me. The epiphany if you will. Now that you have read this whole thing I will tell you what you really want to know. My new five year plan (I don't think I've ever actually had one before).

The five year plan is pretty simple, but appears to work out so well, like a lot of the things God does. I am planning to attend the University of Colorado in the fall and pursue a M.S. in the Building Systems Program. They offer some good coursework as well as field opportunities (Engineering for Developing Communities track) in sustainable design. The program at Colorado is very industry oriented and deals more with practical application than theory. This can be good in establishing a good working knowledge of systems and building a foundation to expand on. I would like to study under Dr. John Zhai, focusing on sustainable buildings, and perhaps doing research on building envelope. I remember Dr. Zhai from the visit day as the one professor I thought I would most like to work under. I called him yesterday and spoke with him on the phone for about 30 minutes and had a good conversation. He was even excited to hear someone was interested in building envelope research. One thing I learned in my furious perusal of program web pages yesterday was this: Dr. Zhai got his (second) Ph.D. in Building Technology from MIT. I had known he went to MIT, but I did not know he came from the Building Technology Program. The plan then is, I can study under Dr. Zhai and (hopefully) complete a M.S. and then (this is the best part) I can go on to (hopefully) complete a Ph.D. in the Building Technology Program at MIT (just for reference in relation to the updated plan mentioned above; the program at MIT is housed in the School of Architecture, so it's kind of like a Ph.D. in Architecture). I realize that this plan requires that I reapply to MIT and be readmitted to the program, but I know that God can make it happen. As I told a friend today; He already got me into MIT once. So many things about this make a lot of sense and it seems really possible. And the best part is that I am comfortable with this plan and the decision to attend Colorado at this point in time. And now I have a plan for the next five years. If you ask what I will do with a Ph.D. in Building Technology from MIT, the honest answer is that I don't know, but I just want to do it. I am sure that God will use it in the overall vision for sustainable buildings in developing countries. We don't get to know everything right away, so for now I am content and quite pleased with the five year plan as it stands. Now comes the hard part of patience, obedience, and diligence in following the plan set before me. I am excited though and we are both happy so that is a praise to God.

But it is late, so now to quote the strange but endearing post card I got from MIT: "i gots in to MIT. now sleeps"

4/16/2009

Spring

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And everything that's new has bravely surfaced
Teaching us to breathe
What was frozen through is newly purposed
Turning all things green

So it is with You
And how You make me new
With every season's change

And so it will be
As You are re-creating me

Summer, autumn, winter, spring

3/16/2009

Facebook and Microwave Pizza

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Once again, I find myself sitting on a plane heading home and writing a blog post. Fortunately, this is my first trip for work in a while; unfortunately, it is my first blog post in even longer. I still have a 7/8 written Christmas letter that I intended to send before we left for Africa. But, that is what happens when you are highly overambitious like me and you contract a bad stomach bug the day before international travel. I am going to adopt the idea of one of my co-workers and friends that she expounded while riding a chair lift during her vacation in Vail and send out an Easter letter in place of the Christmas letter that didn’t happen. It will probably catch people by surprise, but hopefully it will be a good break from the norm, almost like making resolutions in August rather than January.

For those who actually still read our blog, we apologize for the lack of posted content in the last nine months or so. Part of it is because we have been busy with trips and visitors and all manner of things like that, but part of it is due to the great, but blog killing phenomena of Facebook. Facebook is the lazy man’s blog. Really. I mean, why spend a few hours writing a whole blog post consisting of multiple paragraphs complete with well placed and interspersed pictures, links, and sometimes even a video when you can throw a bunch of pictures up in no particular order, tag all your friends, relatives, and acquaintances so they look at them, include a description on one or two, and then change your status to “Sandra is thinking that her vacation was great.”? It’s like choosing between reheating your leftover pizza in the oven or the microwave. You could reheat it on the oven, on the pizza stone at that, for a nice uniformly heated, slightly crispy crust. Almost like when it was first baked. Oh, but you’re hungry and man, if you do ALL that, you’ll have to preheat the oven, find a snack while you wait, then put the pizza in for like fifteen minutes and then there will be a dirty pizza stone to clean up afterwards, and dang, that will probably take like thirty minutes by the time you’ve done everything. Geez. I’ll just put it on a plate and stick it in the microwave for a minute or something. Yeah, it’ll have that slightly soggy crust thing going on because of the condensation, and it will be really hot on the ends, but then all cold in the middle, and the cheese will be more kind of rubbery than meltyish, but hey, it’ll only take like two minutes tops. You could even use a paper plate and not have to clean up anything. That way you can get back to other important things like uploading those pictures from last weekend onto Facebook and changing your status.

Anyway, things have been going well this year. Jennifer began a new job that is going well and appears to be much calmer than her previous one. I have not had to travel quite as much for work, and I am awaiting responses from the graduate schools that I applied to for fall of 2009. I began the graduate school pursuit last summer, and am at the stage where I just have to wait for letters of congratulation or unfortunate rejection. I am looking at masters programs in what is essentially, energy efficient/sustainable building design. There are not a great number of these programs in the US, and each one has a different name (i.e. building systems, building technology, building science, etc.) which makes it somewhat difficult to explain what I am applying to. After doing some research, I applied to four different programs spread around the country. I applied to Master’s programs at the University of Southern California, University of Colorado, Carnegie Mellon University, and the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. I chose to ignore the complications of going to school not in Denver as well as the fact that I (we) like Denver and don’t want to move when I selected schools. Part of this was due to the lack or response obtained from the University of Colorado when I contacted them early last summer and a casual comment by Jennifer about school shopping. I have been praying about attending school, so that I can make a wise choice if I have to decide between schools. I know God will take care of us whatever the decision is; we just hope that we can return to Denver if we are called away for school. I am a little nervous because it has been a while since I was in school and I think it will be a rough transition back into homework and tests, not to mention the fact that between school and work I would not have a lot of extra time. I just need to make sure that I make smart choices with my time so that Jennifer is not the one who suffers for my being busy.

1/06/2009

Winter

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And everything in time and under heaven
Finally falls asleep
Wrapped in blankets white, all creation
Shivers underneath

And still I notice you
When branches crack
And in my breath on frosted glass

Even now in death, You open doors for life to enter
You are winter

9/22/2008

Autumn

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And even when the trees have just surrendered
To the harvest time
Forfeiting their leaves in late September
And sending us inside

Still I notice You when change begins
And I am braced for colder winds

I will offer thanks for what has been and was to come
You are autumn

6/17/2008

Summer

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Every evening sky, an invitation
To trace the patterned stars
And early in July, a celebration
For freedom that is ours

And I notice You
In children's games
In those who watch them from the shade

Every drop of sun is full of fun and wonder
You are summer

6/10/2008

A Love Like That

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When clouds veil sun
And disaster comes
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
When waters rise
And hope takes flight
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul

Ever faithful
Ever true
You I know
You never let go

You never let go
You never let go
You never let go

When clouds brought rain
And disaster came
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
When waters rose
And hope had flown
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul

Ever faithful
Ever true
You I know
You never let go

You never let go
You never let go
You never let go

Oh, my soul
Overflows
Oh, what love, oh, what love
Oh, my soul
Fills with hope
Perfect love that never lets go

You never let go
You never let go
You never let go

Oh, what love, oh, what love, oh, what love
Oh, what love, oh, what love, oh, what love

In joy and pain
In sun and rain
You're the same
Oh, you never let go

Never let go
Never let go

5/26/2008

Off the Hook

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Right now I am sitting about 38,000 feet above part of the Alaska Range as I return from two weeks out of town for work. As you have likely heard from either of us if you asked any time in the last whenever; things are busy. But sometimes it is a good busy. I have spent the last two weeks in the Northwestern reaches of the country. I began my travels with a week of training in Seattle, Washington and finished off with a week at the U.S. Coast Guard base in Kodiak, Alaska. Having never been to Seattle before, I was excited to visit and see the sights, and attend a training seminar somewhere in the middle of that. Back when we were living in Jackson, some of our friends made a trip out to Seattle and absolutely loved it. They were ready to move to Seattle when they got back. I totally understand why. What a beautiful place. Seattle was very green and the Cascades and Olympics are amazing. I mean, we live in Denver and we see mountains every day, but these are different. There’s the whole lush rainforest/glaciated mountains thing going on, which is very different than the ruggedness of the Rockies. I had great views of the Cascades and Rainier as I flew in, and it was the coolest thing with a low cloud cover shrouding the bases of the peaks; it looked like all these castles in the sky as you saw the tops of the tallest peaks jutting above the cloud line. Of course, I guess you have to be a mountain person to really appreciate it. When I met one of my co-workers from Boston, she complained that she didn’t get to see anything flying in. I said surely she saw the mountains. Her response, “Yeah, but mountains are all the same.” Apparently she did not get the tour de Seattle en route to landing as I did; we flew out past Rainier, north all the way over/past/around Boeing, and then straight over downtown and the Space Needle as we came in. The really cool thing in Seattle was to see the Cascades off to the east, and then to look across Puget Sound to see the Olympics towering off to the west. Wow. The seminar was good and hopefully I passed the certification exam, but I had a better time hanging out in downtown Seattle. The absolute coolest part of the whole training seminar was the fact that a lady who works for REI corporate was attending the training as they pursue becoming carbon neutral by some date in the future. I saw her name on the roster first thing and easily picked out the woman who rode in a Novara bike, had an REI backpack, REI quick-drying pants, layered REI shirts, and an REI Elements jacket. Needless to say, we talked, exchanged business cards, and she promised to send 30% off coupons to all the people in the class. She also told me if I have any ideas for energy efficiency improvements at the Denver REI flagship to let her know. I’ll be starting on that right away. Then she asked one of the local guys how to get to the Seattle REI flagship from where we were. No joke, she really did. So, my networking accomplished, I set out to enjoy the city of Seattle rather than focus on studying for the exam, which after taking the exam was a completely wise decision because it covered material taught in some other seminar that we were obviously not attending. I got the best hamburger in Seattle (it was okay), went to the top of the Space Needle, contemplating riding the futuristically retro monorail (think Gotham City), saw the public fish market at night, and failed to find the first Starbucks (we did see the Starbucks headquarters on the way to the airport though). I also found what was an outstanding Greek inspired restaurant called Lola. If you are ever in Seattle and looking for a nice dinner, I would highly recommend Lola; there was only one thing on the menu that the waitress did not say was excellent. And definitely try the coconut cream pie, it was good stuff. Very good stuff.

I left Seattle on Friday, on my way to Kodiak. The flights were indescribable. Flying out across Puget Sound and over the Olympics was a whole collection of insufficient adjectives. Somewhere midway across Puget Sound I think God prompted me to turn around, and I was met with a full view of Rainier. I think I said, “Man God, that is good. That, is good,” and proceeded to stare (gawk?) until Rainier was out of view. About then we were over the snow covered Olympic Range and I used the new word I picked up from my co-worker, “ridiculous.” If the plane had an ejector seat (and I had a parachute), I would have pushed the button. One of these days I want us to come back and spend ridiculous amounts of time exploring those mountains. We can do that when we climb Rainier. All that said I am glad I didn’t eject from the plane at that point (aside from the fact that I did not have a parachute) because of the rest of the flight to Anchorage. In Peru, we flew over the Andes and I thought that was one of the most beautiful flights I’ve been on. I think I have a new favorite. We hugged the coastline for pretty much the entire flight, so it was all mountains and water the whole way. The water up along the Pacific Northwestern coast is like coffee. I love the smell of coffee, it is so good. I don’t like the taste of coffee (nor the whole caffeine addiction thing). Sometimes, some times, the smell of coffee is so good that it is good enough to convince my taste buds that it has to be good if it smells like that. So I decide to try the double mocha latte espressochino with snickers and hazelnut cream because “it doesn’t taste like coffee” and then I realize it’s all a bust and the girl at the counter scammed me for $6.95. That’s what this coast is like. The coast is just magnificent with mountains and cliffs and dark rocks standing in contrast to such blue and beautiful water. You could almost think it was Hawaii or something. It looks so good, how can you help but want to swim in it (and I’m even uncomfortable about the whole swimming in the ocean thing)? But yeah, it’s about like when we used to swim in the Snake River in Idaho; wait for your body to go numb and then you can enjoy the water. But yes, the coastline is beautiful and the mountains are beautiful. And then, as we got close to Anchorage, we flew over the Chugach Range and I didn’t even bother with the insufficient adjectives. It’s times like that when you realize why God called creation “good” at the beginning. Somehow, that is what described this. Good. I have never seen mountains like that. They were endless. I mean, I know when you fly over the Rockies there are points where the mountains extend on all sides and look like a sea of peaks, but not like this. And not with the snow. The mountains were so pure white, the snow cresting on ridgelines and peaks so sharply it makes all those other “knife-edges” look like ones that somebody forgot to sharpen. And the mountains were everywhere. As far as you could see in all directions. I had told myself I was going to do work on the plane (it was a workday and all) but I think I stared out the window in awe for all three and a half hours of my flight. Well, okay, I think I stopped staring quite as much when we got close to Anchorage, but most of the flight was just awesome. I wish I had been able to take pictures of everything, but in a way I’m glad I couldn’t because then I would have been focused on getting good pictures instead of just enjoying it all.

My one hour layover in Anchorage became three hours and three planes later. This is part of the Kodiak experience. You are not supposed to get to a place like Kodiak so easily. The flight from Anchorage to Kodiak was beautiful as well, and though I strained to see it, I could not catch a glimpse of Denali out the window (I figured you should be able to see a mountain that large from where we were, but we were just headed the wrong direction). I landed in Kodiak on what was “the best day all year” according to the local construction guys. I walked from the plane into the gate/terminal/baggage claim/rental car facility and waited for my bags with everyone else. I had rented a compact car from Budget but they were all out of compacts and upgraded me to a midsize car for no charge. Then they gave me the keys to a Ford Focus. The car had 148.5 miles on it when I picked it up. There were 562.1 miles on it when I returned it. How I put 413.6 miles on a car in one week on an island with only about 100 miles of drivable roads I do not know, but at least I got some good pictures. After getting my car and driving to the guest house on base, I decided to go check out town and find dinner. I drove over to town wishing I were a chameleon so that I could focus one eye on the road and the other eye on my surroundings. Kodiak is a pretty mountainous island and there were snow covered peaks all over the place. I completed my survey of town in about 15 minutes, making sure to stop at the one light in town (which is really just a flashing red light for a stop sign, not a true stoplight). There are about a dozen restaurants in town. After sampling most, I would recommend The Old Power House Restaurant (sushi) and the Channel Side Chowder House for seafood. If you can catch the Chowder House when they have King Crab legs, that is good, but the fried Halibut is really good too. You can shop at Safeway or Wal-Mart, but they are not always guaranteed to have what you are looking for. If they do not, then it is likely that whatever you are interested in is “on the barge.”

Since I had a weekend in Kodiak before starting work on Monday, I decided to take full advantage of the time and beautiful weather to see the far reaches of the island. I was going to see Orcas and whales and bears and Puffins and Eagles and more Orcas and Sea Lions and you get the idea. I knew that Kodiak was a wildlife refuge, but I did not realize until looking at the map in the guest house that the roads in Kodiak only cover at best a quarter of the island. In order to see the rest you either need a boat or a float plane, both of which the Ford Focus was not. So I drove out along the Buskin River up past the golf course, the ski hill on Pyramid Mountain, to Anton Larson Bay and enjoyed the scenery as I took pictures. It took me a while, because I think I averaged about 10 feet between pictures. The mountains on Kodiak are not extremely tall (the tallest one is like 3700 feet) but that does not keep them from looking impressive, especially covered in snow like they were. I was on a schedule on Saturday because I was told “we’re going to eat crab legs at 2:00” and I did not want to miss out. While eating lunch, we were afforded the opportunity to see a pair of Sea Lions swim through the harbor, and a whole host of birds (including a large Eagle) come gather scraps being tossed out. Saturday afternoon was spent eating King Crab, shooting the lever action .45-70 rifle one of the guys bought for hiking insurance, and driving to the end of the main road on the north side. The north side of the island was nice and includes Ft. Abercrombie state park and Miller Point where you can watch whales during the summer. One of the guys also said it is swarming with Puffins at various times in the year. The island was originally a military base, and you can see evidence of the history at Miller Point. After returning from our adventures, I drove out south on the road past the base to explore what I could. I made it to Kalsin Bay where I hung out with a Bald Eagle for a while in a landscape that reminded me of some fantasy movie like Lord of the Rings or something. Sunday, I went to church (I just picked one out of the phonebook) and then went exploring. I drove south again on the road and did my best to fight the urge to take pictures every 5 feet. The road follows the coastline, winding in and out along a series of bays that all had amazingly blue water. At Kalsin Bay, the road splits and heads toward Chiniak Lake in one direction and Fossil Beach in another. I couldn’t decide, so I drove both. I went to Chiniak Lake first and it was a good choice. The road continues along the coast for a while, with plenty of small beaches that you can freely camp on, and passing the Kodiak Winery (which is moving) and winding through areas where I was certain I was going to see a bear. I saw another Eagle hanging out on the “beach” (read, cliff) and got about 15 feet away before it decided to move to a tree. After reaching a point where I was going to be pushing the limits of the Ford Focus, I turned around and headed the other direction. At one point, I had to slow down for a large (though slightly emaciated) horse (Clydesdale?) that was meandering right down the middle of the road. The next section of road led out to Pasagshak Bay, Surfer’s Beach and the missile launch point. This was the best part of my adventures. The road at this point left the coastline and crossed the peninsula to the other side. You reach a beautiful bay surrounded by mountains and then cross over the hill to a large sandy beach and a free roaming Bison herd. Kodiak Island is mostly a dark ash colored shale, so all of the beaches are a black/charcoal color. When you come over the hill, you see Bison, a large black beach, aqua blue water, snow covered mountains in the distance to the south, and a large island a few miles from shore. This is the place that you surf. Yep, surf. In Alaska. The waves were a decent size while I was there and I’m told can be pretty large when the tide changes. Although I am not much of a beach person, I decided to park and walk out on the beach and at least feel how cold the water was. I could have stayed all day. I stood on the beach enjoying the view and the breeze and then I saw the whales. I am not sure what type of whale they were, because most were too far out, but you could see and hear their spouts as they surfaced. Every so often one would come out of the water just enough to be seen above the waves before diving again. There must have been a dozen whales scattered around the bay. I did my best to capture them on video, but they would always wait until I gave up to surface again. I stood watching the whales with several other people for quite some time, before deciding to head back since I was supposed to meet the guys two hours ago.

When I was making travel reservations for Kodiak, I had a great deal of trouble finding an available hotel room. I could not figure out what was going on that everyone wanted to be in Kodiak, but something was up. Well, as I later learned, this weekend was the 50th annual Kodiak Crab Festival and everyone was there. People were even wearing t-shirts in the airport in Anchorage a full week before the festival. I mean this is exciting stuff. The Crab Festival began on Thursday and we were all curious to see what this was all about. We had already bought our t-shirts (you have to get them before they sell out; otherwise you’ll be waiting on the barge) and were ready for crab coming out our ears. Well, Thursday came and we cruised through the Crab Festival at lunch. Man, what an experience. One of my co-workers put it best, when informing another construction team member who was back home this week about what he missed. He answered the phone and shortly thereafter declared, “Man, Crab Fest is off the hook.” The Kodiak Crab Festival is a lot more like a small town fair. There are about two dozen booths set up on the harbor selling various crafts and food and then a small carnival area with rides. There are other events included, like parades, and something about paddling in a survival suit or something, but it was not as “off the hook” as we had been expecting. The other thing about the festival was that I only saw one booth selling King Crab legs. I thought I was going to be drowning in crab. I pictured the whole town gathered at the harbor, cheering as the next boat pulled in and dumped hundreds of crabs all over the dock, to be promptly steamed and freshly eaten. That was not so much the case. Instead, there was a plethora of some type of meat on a stick and sushi out of a booth. We did however try a bruin burger, described as “heavenly” by our hostess at The Old Powerhouse, and found them to be some interesting cross between a Krystal burger, a chimichanga, and a hot pocket. But hey, we had to have the full experience. I was also tempted to try the funnel cake sundae but I figured I had enough grease in my system from the bruin burger to last me for a few months and opted out of it. Another misconception about Crab Fest was that it was an all night party. I mean, the sun didn’t set in Kodiak until sometime around eleven and there were still traces of light well on to midnight, so of course everyone would be enjoying their meat on a stick until the last trace of daylight is gone. Crab Fest shuts down about nine. Which feels a whole lot more like six given the amount of light in the sky. But that’s how things are in a small island fishing town in Alaska. All in all, I had a good time and look forward to going back; maybe I can even catch Salmon Fest (if they have one).

For those of you who are thoroughly disappointed in this post and are thinking, “but where are all the pictures?” Do not worry, I included them all below. Well, not all. I took like 300. But definitely the pictures worth seeing. And the best video I could manage of the whales. I apologize now for the Blair Witchness of the filming; I am not a chameleon so I have to focus both eyes on the same thing at all times, which was not always the camera. If you would like to see more pictures, you can check them out here and here and here and here.

5/26/2008

Kodiak Day 1

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Harbor At Dusk

Harbor at Night

Barometer Mountain

Harbor In Morning

Harbor In Morning

Harbor In Morning

Along Buskin River

Along Buskin River

Along Buskin River

Along Buskin River

Ski Tracks On Pyramid MountainAlaskan Sky


Creek

Anton Larson Bay

Pyramid Mountain

Across Anton Larson Bay

Anton Larson Bay Road

Black And White

View From The Road

Toward The Harbor

Black And White With Clouds

Black And White

Bells Flats At Womens Bay

Bells Flats

Toward Bells Flats

Middle Bay

Kalsin Bay

5/26/2008

Kodiak Day 2

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Harbor From Town

Across Kalsin Bay

Chiniak Bay Coastline

Eagle

Across Chiniak Bay

Horse In Road

Toward Pasagshak Bay

Surfer's Beach

Waves Coming In

View From Surfer's Beach

Switchback

Pasagshak Bay

Pasagshak Sepia

Pasagshak Color

Kalsin Bay

5/26/2008

Whales at Surfer's Beach

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The video is not the best quality ever, but if you look closely you can see the whale spouts and even a dark object every now and then.


5/26/2008

Seattle

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Looking Over Downtown


Experience Music Project



Seattle Sunset


Science Fiction Musuem at Night


Space Needle Looking Up


Seattle Monorail

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